ناضرة سهري
If only I keep tab
of the tickets to heaven
that slip from my grasp
would the hardness of my heart soften?

For the ticket that I lost
when I didn't make the most
to bridge the miles
to make her smile

I failed to stop a frown
so I missed another one
a flicker of impatience, a moment of anger
which is enough to make him bitter

yup, I'm losing my tickets on a spree
The excuse is she didn't know the real me
No clean ending to the spat
is perhaps the reason not to forget

it's harder still to speak nicely
even tho it's common courtesy
he provided me a ticket I need
it passed me by as I didn't heed

I have had the chance
to do what she wants
the ticket left as quickly as it came
lazy, selfish, and unkind I am

The ticket was there
as he spilled his worries and care
didn't bother to nod or listen
away from me, the ticket hasten

Grief to the heart
for the tickets that parted
A thousand prayers
for tickets to be grasped

and a plea for change
for the soul to be whole~


p/s: ففرو الى الله

eid
ناضرة سهري
if I imagine a man..

who has no family left in this world to ask for forgiveness..
whose home is the street..
he couldn't afford to buy new clothes..
and definitely hates the annoying sound of lagu raya..
he has no rendang to taste..
nor nasi impit to devour..

would he still smile when people said
"kullu 3am wa antum bikheir"

?

I think he would.
He might even answer back
"TaqabbalaLLahu minna wa minkum"

because EID has a wider meaning
that I have yet to grasp..
ناضرة سهري
Items Checklist - Girls

Salam semua adik2,
Di bawah ni ada senarai brg yang perlu bawak, semua mengikut pengalaman akak dan kawan2 lain kat cni. Kalau adik2 ada tanya senior lain dan ada pendapat lain, takpe je, boleh tanya mana2 senior2 kat cni. Harapnya semua urusan dipermudah. Selamat Datang ke Jordan ^_^

Pakaian


1. Baju Kurung/Jubah - kitorang pakai baju kurung/jubah/seluar g lecture.ikut keselesaan.tapi majoriti pakai baju kurung n jubah.kalau nk beli jubah kat cni pun ok-lagi murah n lagi banyak pilihan.korang sempat je shopping2 dulu sume..banyak je masa sebelum masuk Uni.
kuantiti: 6 / 7

2. Long John (baju ketat kat dalam tuk musim sejuk)
Kat cni ada je jual ni tapinya kalau yang msia punya lebih tebal n lebih kualiti.Sbenarnya takdelah semua pakai ni, kalau takde pon takpe. Musim sejuk pakai t-shirt ketat n tebal sket kat dalam pon sama je dpt tahan sejuk.
kuantiti: 1 / 2

3. Seluar slack (untk pakai dlm jubah/ baju kurung)
kuantiti: 3 / 4

4. Serkup tudung
kuantiti: 2 / 3

5. Tudung (pilih color yang leh suit banyak baju)
kuantiti: 5 / 6
*pastikan tudung x jarang/singkat

7. Winter coat
1 (takyah beli pon takpe, cni banyak )

8. Windbreaker yang ada tutup kepala yang kalis air( nak beli kat sini pon taper tp recommended beli kat m’sia sbb cantik skit)

windbreaker (yg macam belon ni), kat cni ada je, nak beli kat msia pon boleh, nak beli cni
pon boleh.tapi kalau beli d msia, nanti beg cepatla penoh sbbnya dia tebal. Jadi, terpulang pd adik2.

9 . Stokin kaki( yang warna kulit tu (kalau mmg pakai) sbbnya yang kat cni punya sgt nipis-)
kuantiti: 4 / 5

10. Pin Tudung ( cni ada je tapi msia punya lagi cantik n berkualiti)
kuantiti: Ikut kesesuaian

11. Kasut ke kuliah atau jalan2 keluar (cni pon ade je banyak, tp mgkin x byk choice mcm kt m'sia n kalau yg kaki besar2 sket~susah cari saiz),
kalau boleh beli yang bertutup sbb cni berdebu. beli baru yg selesa pun x rugi sbb byk gk kena jln kt jami3ah.
kuantiti: 2

12. Sandle(beli di msia, cni design tak best n tak brapa selesa)
kuantiti: 1

13. Glove yang plastic(tuk main salji, kalaula rasa perlu, salji turun pon paling lama pon 2 hr je)
kuantiti: 1

14 . Baju duduk umah(baju tidur, seluar), kalau nak bawak, beli yang lengan panjang jugak untuk musim sejuk nanti.
kuantiti: Ikut kesesuaian tapi jgn banyak sgt sbb cni banyak je, leh beli kt cni

15. Towel (utk permulaan)
kuantiti: 1

16. Kain batik(kalau memang guna)
kuantiti: 2

17 .Telekung
Cni ada je jual, tapi yang stail arab punya ni bercorak2 n berwarna, yang macam kita slalu guna tu takde jual kat cni, so better bawak je
kuantiti: 2

18. Cadar katil n sarung bantal
Cni ada je tapi bwakla satu sebagai permulaan
kuantiti: 1

19. Barang-barang rias diri macam bedak ke, sikat ke, cream muka dll
Cni banyak je jenama ada – tp jenama m'sia xdela.
kuantiti: Ikut keselesaan

20. Contact lens(kalau memang guna)
Kat cni ada tapi sgt mahal, beli kat msia lagi murah, beli siap2 tuk bekalan setahun
kuantiti: Ikut keselesaan






Barang yang dirasakan TAK PERLU :

Winter Coat :
cni banyak je ada n lagi murah. sebab winter kot berat.so rugi nanti kalau beg cepat penuh n berat.

Kasut Boot untuk winter :
cni banyak je n bukan slalu pakai

Pad n Panty liner :
cni ada je banyak yang ok

Stokin kaki cotton tuk gi university atau time winter :
cni banyak je n banyak jugak yang comel2.

Stokin tangan :
banyak je kat cni

Selipar toilet/ selipar kat rumah :
banyak je kat cni

Sweater tebal yang berkait(gambar) :
cni banyak je n lagi murah.

Toiletries :
cni banyak je,tapi kalau nak bawak sket je sbg permulaan takpe je



Makanan n Barang Dapur

1. Kicap manis /masin
kalau boleh carik yang dapat paket, atau botol plastik, supaya tak berat beg. Kat cni ada je tapi mahal sket n yang dari Thailand, takdelah sesedap msia.
kuantiti: 1

2. Kicap Tiram
kalau nak guna, takde pon takpe, ramai je org kat cni tak pakai. Kalau nak bawak,carik yang paket atau botol plastik
kuantiti: 1

3. Serai, Daun limau purut. Daun kari, daun kunyit,daun kesum, daun pandan
(semua ni kalau nak bawak takyah keringkan, bawak je daunnya masuk dalam plastik,nanti sampai cni tumpag umah senior punya freezer.kitorg kat cni bawak tak keringkan pon, nanti trus masuk freezer bekukan, memang tahan lama) semua ni terpulang pada adik2 untuk bawak atau tak, tapinya daun2 ni ringan je pon, kalau ada lagi best.
kuantiti: Ikut kesesuaian

4. Lengkuas kering
Ikut kesesuaian

5. Serbuk kari/kurma
kuantiti: 2

6. Serbuk sup/sup bunjut
kuantiti: 2
Sup bunjut ikut kesesuaian, takde pon takpe

7. Ikan bilis & udang kering
Ikut kesesuaian, jgn banyak sgt

8. Serbuk cili(takyah pon takpe, ada kt cni)
kuantiti: 1

9. Cili kering
Kat cni ada je tapi sgt pedas, nak bawak pon ok jugak, xyah pon xpe.


10. Serbuk santan
Cni ada yang dalam bentuk cecair, kalau memang nak guna slalu bawakla banyak sket yang serbuk punya
kuantiti: 5/6

11. rempah ratus (ikutla apa yg awak selalu guna)--jintan ke,bunga lawang ke apa apa la. sbenarnya banyak je rempah ratus kat cni..tapi sebab mende tu ringan n untuk mudah kitorang bawak je yg biasa guna kat msia.
(cengkih, kulit kayu manis, lada hitam,lada putih semua ada je kat cni)
Ikut kesesuaian

12. sos cili(kalau mmg guna-cni mmg takde)
sos tomato takyah sbb cni mmg ada sos tomato je(ada je sos tomato-cili yg campur tapi tetap rasa cam sos tomato), carik yang dalam peket
kuantiti: 1

13. Ajinomoto(kalau nak guna,cni takde, takyah pon takpe sbenarnya)
kuantiti: Ikut keselesaan

14. vico, oat dll(kalau mmg minum-cni takde atau kalau ada agak mahal)--lebih elok yg 3 in 1 punya-yg paket punya sebab lagi ringan..jgn yg dalam tin tu(takut berat beg), atau masukkan serbuk tu dalam plastik.
kuantiti: Ikut keselesaan

15. Kiub ikan bilis
Kat cni memang takde, yang ada banyak adalah kiub ayam, so kiub ayam jgn bawak
kuantiti: Ikut kesesuaian

16. Kiub tomyam
kuantiti:Ikut sesesuaian

17. Serbuk rendang(kalau nak guna time raya nanti)
kuantiti: 2

18. Udang kering(takyah pon takpe, tapi cni takde)
Ikut kesesuaian

19 Asam jawa/asam keping (cni ada je sbnrnya)
Ikut kesesuaian

20 . Periuk nasi
Kat cni takde, alat elektrik lain semua ada je kat cni
kuantiti: 1 (pakat dgn kwn)


Ubat
1. bam2. minyak angin3. minyak gamat/minyak afiat4. TAKYAH bawak apa2 ubat batuk ke ubat demam ke selesema ke. tu sume ada je kat cni.tapi kalau rasa perlu sangat2 leh je banyak sikit ikut ubat2 apa yang korang perlu5. kalau nk bwak serbuk minuman glucose(kalau mmg guna) bawak je sebab cni takde.

lain-lain

1. tafsir quran(kalau boleh beli yang kecik, senang nak bawak ke mana2)

2. beg nk ke lecture-->beg skolah atau sandang tepi cam body glove tu ke bawak dr msia..kualiti msia lagi best n lagi murah..cni agak mahal kalau beg2 gitu..ada je tapi design tak best..cni banyak beg cantik yg cam casual punya.

3. kalau korang nk bawak bende2 masakan yg paket2 atau instant ke terpulang je..leh je bawak tapi takyah banyak sangat...

4. kalau ikut akak, alatulis sume ada je kat cni n buku2 tulis sume tu rasanya takyah bawak dr msia pun..cni semua ada.. buku2 yg bio ke chem ke takyah bawk--cni ada n lagi murah

Rasanya setakat ni je dulu yang akak rasa perlu, kalau ada lagi nanti akak akan bgth lagi, ok moga semua happy2 je nak datang jordan. Jumpa kat cni nanti. Assamualaikum.


credits to k.farah, thn 6 JUST. diedit sket oleh empunya tuan blog.

Barang yang paling penting sekali: Niat dlm hati utk musafir krn Allah~
(jgn t'tinggal k ;P)
ناضرة سهري
ناضرة سهري
bismiLLah~

I have a friend who's obsessed about cats. She loves them to the extent that she even looks like one. Haha. Just kidding. But she's so good-hearted that I think animal-lovers must be blessed by Allah. Ever wonder about Abu Hurairah's name? In the Quran, most of the animals potrayed are helpers of the Believers or signs from Allah. Let's check the list~

1. The Crow (and Sons of Adam)
::Al-Maidah:31

2. Salih's Camel
::Al'A'raf:73

3. Ibrahim's Birds
::Al-Baqarah:260

4. Prophet Yusuf and the Wolf
::Yusuf:13-14

5. Yunus and the Whale
::As-Saffat:142-144

6. The Blessed Cow of Children of Israel
:: (this story is fam0us..search on ur own ;P)

7. The Staff of Musa
::Al-A'raf:117

8. Sulayman's Hoope
::An-Naml:20-21

9. The Ants of Prophet Sulayman
::An-Naml:18

10. The Termite
::Saba':14

11. Uzayr's Donkey
::Al-Baqarah:259

12. The Dog of the People of Cave
::Al-Kahf:18

13. 'Isa and Clay
::Al-Maidah:110

14. The Elephant and Abrahah
::Al-Fil:1

15. The Army of Elephants and the Flocks of Birds
::Al-Fil:3-5

16. The Spider of the Cave
::At-Tawbah:40

p/s: would lurve to discuss the stories, but one's own reading will be more inspired and beautiful~ moi think ;)

p/s2: Stories are easier to memorise compared to other aayahs~moi opinion ;)
ناضرة سهري
I would love to moan about this week but nah~ let's focus on positive things!
let's!

so, the highlight of my week happened when I went to bought some exam provisions (food, of course ;P) with princess. I entered the store recalling that it has been ages since I last visited here. It was a great memory too because last time I chatted up with the seller, antagonising him about smoking (he confessed that he smoke 2 packs per day!) and managed to get his cigarette packs. Bewildered, he asked me what do I want it for. I replied excitedly that I'm going to throw it into the trash, then I quickly left the store. Looking back to him on my way out, I could see that he was laughing and I was relieved. No hard feelings and I managed to throw one weapon of the Jews right to where it belongs.

anyway, this time I walked demurely into the store under princess's watchful eyes. While I was choosing some stuff, the seller suddenly pulled out a cigarette pack from his pocket, gleefully telling me that it is still full even though he bought it yesterday and he has managed to reduce his cigarette consumption "because of what u said last time".

At that moment, I am so touched and thankful to Allah! *grin*
sometimes Allah keep sthe reward of doing good for akhirah
but sometimes He shows us glimpses in this dunya.
Like, sometimes you feel that you couldn't be bothered to speak out~ maybe because everyone's doing it ~maybe because he/she is not going to change anyway ~maybe because I'm not good enough to say anything

But actually it's worth it.

I was so speechless at that time that I only praised him kuwayyis.
Then I realised that I had an opening here.
"Why don't u give the packs to me again?"

"What? No, no..."

"Come on.."

"Next time, I'll give it to you. Next time.."

hurm.blockage.must work my way out of this.must achieve my aim!

"I'll buy the pack from u along with my other stuff. I'll pay one dinar!"
(a cigarette pack costs about 2.5 dinar actually.)

He shooked his head. I handed him the money. He refused to take it.

Then, he unexpectedly throw the cigarette pack in the dustbin next to him.
"Ok?" He asked.

"Tislamu!"

Yeay! Alhamdulillah. Praises to Allah....

p/s: Let's always speak out against those who smoke! Let's always speak out against those who invoke Allah's displeasure! Let's alway scold ourselves when we invoke Allah's displeasure! Let's!
ناضرة سهري
bismillah~



The experience of registering for your subjects in university for a new semester is an emotional and mind-whirling one. Okay, so u might say that I took things a bit too seriously.

But it really does make one's head spins when one have to choose and weigh between
the time (am I going to be sleepy in the morning? is it too hot in the afternoon?),
the subjects (is contemporary problem in arabic or english? am I going to enjoy memorising facts concerning psychology?),
the lecturers (how come I have never heard of him? how many percentage of english does he speaks?),
the class location (I do NoT want to walk to and fro between the medical and engineering building! A smaller class is better for focusing, isn't it?),
and all the other loose ends. (should I leave a gap for karate class? how am I going to fit in tajwid class if my classes finish late? will I have enough time to follow classes in yarmouk university?)

well, I am blessed enough to have some guidance from seniors and endless discussions with friends. Yet at the end, the decision lies in my hands. My schedule was shaped by my priorities and my instincts. Thus, I registered and I commited myself as I prayed fervently to Allah.

Registering for the new semester made me wonder whether I have registered my life?
Whether I have committed myself really to become His servant?
Whether I have scheduled my life to place da'wah above everything else?

Or am I just passing through life, day by day?


p/s: همك على قدر ما اهمك
::you'll be occupied by your priorities::